Hi family, got a deep emotional moment tonight about the adventure I have been on and I wanted to share my progress with you.
I will put it simply.
I am searching to find the answer whether my creator and ancestors name is “God” or “El”.
In america where I live, they tell me “God” but I traced the book of God back through history using some of my searching capabilities and I was told “El” was the creator of heaven and earth.
Now what further does this mean?
I am called David and I feel that it is not fitting me.
In the bible it said “My servant David is always blessed” and now I cant even find that verse anymore (Different bible versions?).
So heres the thing.
Earlier months ago, I considered these things and thought, I would try and pick a name after each ancestor name and see what I liked and would fit.
I would then need to actually know which name my ancestor uses for themself.
I came up with renaming myself Alu after El or Agadod after God.
Alu would mean descendant of El and Agadod would mean descendant of God.
I thought a bit more about it after leaning towards thinking El created Heaven and Earth back to believing it possible God created heaven and earth and I found a more fitting and very thankfully easier name than Agadod.
What about, Nod?
The hillarious part about this is my current name is David and Nod would be close to “No D or No David or Not David”.
I find that quite entertaining.
So to make peace with El or God, I dont exactly know which you call yourself my ancestor, but I have 2 choices available that I am a big fan of both and the thing is each is only 3 letters which is great because I am a very simple descendant, especially since I am 1% your age.
Nod? Me? Alu? Me? Both are beautiful choices upon a fit for myself, now I just need to get the help on this branch in my life that I do expect will come from the LORD, which is a title not a name, right? Hint Hint Wink Wink? 🙂
I am a bit immature but I am young as I mentioned so tolerate me please.
The curious possibility about potential with us having so many religions and me barely feeling sure about them due to so many is that I do even consider what if the creator is named something different than God or El.
For my sake I am hoping the future of this search is easy.
Me… a Nod or Alu, who would have thought hmm?
Well I wish you all the best, it is independence month so me depending on myself to try and find a fitting name for myself is in good timing.
It is kind of a self repair thing.
I noticed my name is too difficult on me and I have been trying to find a solution to the problem for many years, rather wander filled as so.
I will try and add some family prayers or art on the 4th, have a good day everyone.
I just made the below art to help me be excited about possibly being successful.